But I am getting better. Getting better at preparing myself mentally and physically for these tests and getting better at pacing myself so I am not totally smashed at 15 minutes but rather at 28 minutes. The last couple of minutes are never pretty.
So I had woken up on my own accord, no alarm was set, I decided I would get up when I was ready. Typical triathlete, 6.15am I was cooking 2 pieces of fruit toast and having a stretch getting ready to go.
I have worked out I need a really good warm up and stretch because I am rather slow to get going, so 40 minutes later the IPOD was on and I was pumped. Time to start!
The first 5 minutes is always a little uncomfortable trying to find the right gear to push a good wattage yet keep the cadence up then get into some sort of comfort yet just on the edge of uncomfortable zone. 2 1/2 minutes at a time was the progression this morning and the mantra was "Give what youv'e got!". Which was exactly what I was doing.
Time was ticking by and I had 9 minutes to go! The wattage was not at my best but not too far off so I was happy with how things were going then bang...! Black out!
No, not me! I didn't collapse on the bike or see stars! Instead the garage went black, I lost my screen on the lap top and all my data, I began spinning over 105rpm and the fan went off!
Bugger! A Power black out! At the worst possible time! (I don't think there is a good time!) But with 9 minutes to go I had lost everything and the legs were now pounding full of lactic acid. I kept spinning for about 15 minutes hoping it would come back on soon then I would hit the last 10 minutes. An hour later after a good stretch and chat with mum, the power had returned. The question now was, do I do that last 10 minutes? For some reason I felt like a glutton for punishment this morning. After a slightly reduced warm up I pumped up the tunes again and went for 10 minutes. The reality, that last 10 minutes was a disgrace! The numbers were way down on the previous 20 minutes, maybe I had shut down physically and mentally after the earlier session. Oh well, I felt better anyway in my mind. That was all that mattered.
These things happen. I will have an opportunity to redeem myself on Sunday when I have a 47km time trial in Wanneroo. 6 laps will give me plenty of opportunities to race hard and feel the burn!